Brain Dumps and Mind Thumps

                1121 – I am tired, had a hard time waking up this morning. Stayed up later than I wanted to last night, but I was go into encrypting hard drives, reassembling my bicycle and gardening plus the dogs- well, Artie at least, kept bringing her green ball to me and dropping it at my feet. It was so cute how on earth do you say no to that?                 1212 – I got me somes Mac&Cheese!!! Yummy Yummy Yummy in my ta-ta-ta-tummy! OUCH… suck, just burned my tongue. I got my scentsy circles, smell nice.                 1333 – Uh, I think I just found a website that ripped off one of my journal posts from LJ, that's silly. Idiots.                 1437 – Earlier today I saw a f...

Oops, trying to write a little bit everyday, have to remember to actually write! Today was a good day, I woke up a little late, but the benefit was 'tag' with my snooze button and the getting up, hitting snooze, napping, getting up hitting snooze, resulted in scattered memories of the nightmare which after the 5th time of hitting snooze completely vanished. Downside of that is I was tired all day. Work at the warehouse is finally completed, I was covered in sweat and dust, disgusting, I am so happy I had a spare set of clothes in the car. Forgot a belt though, ^_^' Getting back home, I bought dog food, but haven't shopped for myself yet. I really need to do that, especially if the furloughs are coming. I started to reassemble my bike, lost a nut that caps my back wheel and I need the breaks redone. That'll be a pretty penny, but it needs to be done.  I also fixed my pocket watch, been meaning to do that, and encrypted an external hard drive- Oh I also re-potted ...

Violin lessons today were tough! I never realized how much strain is put on your shoulders, neck, arms and wrists! I need to find some foam padding to help with the neck and shoulder strain. So I was dozing off in class, what can I say, the teacher is boring, and a thought occurred to me, so silly, don't know why I didn't think about this earlier. Write out the dreams, nightmares and all, and write an ending to them. Use them as writing prompts, and finish the stories. I can do that. Time to go to sleep right now. I need to go grocery shopping, but I hate going alone. Gr. To days to come /ac

I posted a personal ad on cl: Looking for a long hair Native American man, someone who'll be a man, not a little boy, someone who knows the roles in life and is not afraid to take that position. Not looking for a model, but I love to go hiking, would like a man who can keep up. I love to go to the zoo, and walk around Nob Hill, need someone who has enough energy to par or will even tire me out. I'm tired of FWB, and dating boys who are there and then are not. I am looking for a long term relationship, someone to spend time with and someone to talk to through the day. I am 25, will be 26 in June, half Native (Crow/Sioux/Choctaw) half white (Irish/Scottish), am attending ITT Tech for my bachelors, have a full time job, a car, a casita in Bernalillo. I have tattoos, I love to play pool and go to bars. Dancing and parties are not my cup of tea. Put your favorite bar or pool hall in the subject line to weed out spam. Looking for a long hair Native, but anyone who ...

2319                 I got in at 2240, 20 minutes early, but for some reason I thought the trip in would have taken longer. Pulling up the building is dark and looming, shifting shadows in the darkened windows, the server room blinds quivering and rolling with the cooling system. 2327                 It'll be a slow night, the Persian is on shift with me, bossman is floating about and the Byrd is floating about somewhere as well. The Persian brought Clint Eastwood movies, I should have brought my DVD player, but I thought he was joking when he said we could. But I like Clint Eastwood, if the Persian can get the player to work we'll watch Outlaw Josey Wales which Owl Woman says is a great movie, White Sox loves it too. Even if watching movies gets boring, like it ever does? I have some spreadsheets to look through for actual work- of course the likelihood of that happening is slim. Come Monday I need to finish the work my SlaveDriver and I were doing the past 3 days. I like wo...

   Every time I see Volpe walking around it feels like a balm over a sharp prick in my heart. It isn’t anything romantic, Volpe is gorgeous,  don’t get me wrong, but not for me. No, this prick is entirely different-I had a nightmare a few days ago, horrible one and when I tried to write it down again, my computer glitched out and deleted my document. I took that as a sign to just not rewrite it, but it was horrible Volpe was lying on the tracks inspecting the undercarriage when the ramp he was on disengaged and jolted forward about two feet before the safety brakes caught it. I shouted and asked if he was ok and he was visibly shaken, said that shouldn’t have happened, then the safety brakes gave way and he lurched forward, into the water below the tracks. I screamed, trying to get out of the cart and get into the water but I couldn’t get up. “Save him! Someone fucking save him!” I saw a woman about five carts behind me jump into the water and pull him out. ...